Gotta Go

I gotta go. I gotta leave.
So please don’t make it hard for me.

Man I'm ready to move. Instead of writing tonight as I should have, I spent the evening sleeping and looking for places to live in NewSchoolCity. I keep going back and forth about the whole apartment vs. home thing. Right now I'm leaning towards an apartment because:
1) I don't have money to save up for a down payment on a home.
2) I don't have money.
c) I really don't have money right now.
But I feel like I'm supposed to be looking for a house. I'm trying to talk myself into a year in an apartment and then I'll reevaluate. That seems like the smart thing to do given my finances, but I still feel torn. We'll see. Thinking about it used up a lot of energy tonight that I should have put toward the diss, so I'm going to try to keep that on the back burner until March.

Sigh.